
It’s 4:53 a.m. on a Monday in January. My room in upstate New York is frigid; I dread opening my eyes, let alone leaving my bed. The alarm hasn’t gone off, but I know what’s coming.
I sit upright, drag a jacket over me, and reach for the bottle I set on the table the night before.
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